I'm satisfied in knowing that the silent members of this forum have gotten something out of this diatribe. Others have chosen to become a part of the "mob" and a few are so weak in character that they posted in response simply to be a part of a group.
No matter what, I can go to bed knowing that I put myself out to this forum, good and bad, heart and soul. Those of you who chose to bully me were probably bullied yourself and have no depth of character, and those of you who contacted me privately did so to be supportive and to protect your future ability to post on this mess that is called a forum.
Those of you who THINK you're such upstanding members of society, and who LOVE to come on here sporting all your credentials as a human being, just remember that you are missing some fundamental aspects; compassion and understanding.
I don't think I've ever had the misfortune of interacting with a more uncaring and ignorant group of people in my life.
For what it's worth, I am moving on and I feel content for the first time in years. The FAIR and TRUE settlement that I have always been entitled to was given, and as such I have closeure and the ability to progress, for myself and my amazing kids. I can also say that I have learned to be open minded and to have a caring heart for people who are going through a very difficult and confusing time. This forum taught me that there are many others who do not have the same open heart and ability to see past harsh words and first impressions; that there is often more to a person than what you first "see"
Much love and light to you all. I will be happy and loved no matter how much you bash me here.