First of all, I will admit, I fell for another person during my marriage and now close to having a divorce (separated for 1 yr already). I am guilty no matter what the circumstances is. It's been a year, but the agreement during the year was that I have my son every other weekend, and every weeknite, I pick him up from school and stay with him until his bedtime...I also pick him up in the morning (wake him, make him breakfast) and drop him off school. Now of course, as in many cases, we are fighting about finances and custody. I can handle fighting for money etc..but I am feeling really bad about custody. She wants sole custody, and I get every other weekend..but she will "allow" me to see him everynite like before, but venue will be atmy place...then drop him home.
Lately, my ex-wife has been reminding me of the god times we had together, 3 of us used to be very very close...I am depressed now (waking up early in the morning - 4am), and feeling sasd and cry because of the fact that I took the "family" away from my son. I can tell he is not as hapy, altho he is handling it well...but at times, I can tell he is sad and sometimes cry...
Now I am crying myself everyday...I cannot tell this to my gf, she may feel that I still want my ex-wife back...don't know. I know am guilty, or you can say i did something wrong, but my ex always has a way to make me feel so bad..altho what she says are true....I just feel so bad/sad now...
How can I get over this...my son is 6 yrs old...I wish he could just tell me, it's ok dad, I'm ok...lets just be happy living separately......
sobbing dad
Lately, my ex-wife has been reminding me of the god times we had together, 3 of us used to be very very close...I am depressed now (waking up early in the morning - 4am), and feeling sasd and cry because of the fact that I took the "family" away from my son. I can tell he is not as hapy, altho he is handling it well...but at times, I can tell he is sad and sometimes cry...
Now I am crying myself everyday...I cannot tell this to my gf, she may feel that I still want my ex-wife back...don't know. I know am guilty, or you can say i did something wrong, but my ex always has a way to make me feel so bad..altho what she says are true....I just feel so bad/sad now...
How can I get over this...my son is 6 yrs old...I wish he could just tell me, it's ok dad, I'm ok...lets just be happy living separately......
sobbing dad
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