Now that the decision has been made and I am into my 7th month of separation, I am having a tremendous feeling of lonliness.
I do not want every decision I make to be based on how it fulfills that need. Vulnerability is at its highest as is this withdrawl of not having my two oldest children near. My home has gone from 6 to 3 and the adjustment is nauseating,
I am doing everything in my power to move of this island and back to Ontario. I miss that province with a passion. Kingston to be specific.
Oh boy...grant me the patience and sanity to get through this!!
Aftermath is not always pleasant.
I do not want every decision I make to be based on how it fulfills that need. Vulnerability is at its highest as is this withdrawl of not having my two oldest children near. My home has gone from 6 to 3 and the adjustment is nauseating,
I am doing everything in my power to move of this island and back to Ontario. I miss that province with a passion. Kingston to be specific.
Oh boy...grant me the patience and sanity to get through this!!
Aftermath is not always pleasant.
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