I am so thankful to be getting divorced but holy moly, I'm dreading Christmas this year. Excuse my venting but I need to.
On my list of stuff to worry about:
1. How on-earth am I going to afford it? (Luckily, I think I found out today I can pick up extra hours at work).
2. I move out of the marital home beginning of the new year (hopefully I won't be homeless cause I still haven't found a place to live) so I'll be engaged in endless packing...Christmas decorations?!? really?!?
3. I promised myself last year that it was the last year I wasn't ever gonna fake my way through a Christmas with my dbag ex. How am I gonna make it through another one of these? Where the heck am I even gonna have Christmas?
On a good note, cause I have to move out soon..its rushing my divorce along faster..yayyy...and next year is gonna be one very awesome year cause I'll be free...yayyyy!!! Can't wait to plan my divorce party. It will be way nicer than the $100 bucks I spent on my ghetto wedding.
Anyone else dreading the hell out of this holiday this year? How do you deal with it?
On my list of stuff to worry about:
1. How on-earth am I going to afford it? (Luckily, I think I found out today I can pick up extra hours at work).
2. I move out of the marital home beginning of the new year (hopefully I won't be homeless cause I still haven't found a place to live) so I'll be engaged in endless packing...Christmas decorations?!? really?!?
3. I promised myself last year that it was the last year I wasn't ever gonna fake my way through a Christmas with my dbag ex. How am I gonna make it through another one of these? Where the heck am I even gonna have Christmas?
On a good note, cause I have to move out soon..its rushing my divorce along faster..yayyy...and next year is gonna be one very awesome year cause I'll be free...yayyyy!!! Can't wait to plan my divorce party. It will be way nicer than the $100 bucks I spent on my ghetto wedding.
Anyone else dreading the hell out of this holiday this year? How do you deal with it?
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