First xmas post separation and will be with no kids for Xmas eve, I quite dread this first holiday season, as the last nail in the coffin the final realization that this divorce is now 'for real' and that this is my new life. Is it normal to feel so sad and down? I would love to hear how others deal with that. Any tricks? thanks in advance.
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Originally posted by ele110 View PostFirst xmas post separation and will be with no kids for Xmas eve, I quite dread this first holiday season, as the last nail in the coffin the final realization that this divorce is now 'for real' and that this is my new life. Is it normal to feel so sad and down? I would love to hear how others deal with that. Any tricks? thanks in advance.
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Yes it's perfectly normal and just an adjustment period. I recall the 1st xmas that my son went off w/his dad and the gf (now wife). It was strange that he was not with me, but that Christmas I was with my siblings and mom, and it was ok. It just takes a little time to wrap your head around it. They'll be back before you know it Merry Christmas!
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If family is far away and it is proving hard to get together with people, volunteer. Give your time so people and you will quickly forget your woes and have a good feeling deep down inside. Its amazing working a soup kitchen until you fall asleep, or packing and delivering christmas hampers and so on and so forth. Lots of things you can do and they will help.
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Hi Ele:
I guess I have a slightly different perspective on this since Christmas with my ex was always a horrible, sad time for me personally. It was another one of the reasons I wanted to get divorced so badly.
I always worked hard to be joyful and happy for the kids but it was truly difficult. Some of the worst memories from my terrible marriage were over Christmas. My ex didn't believe in gift giving...even for our kids...he would lecture me about "mass consumerism" and refused to help with buying anything, wrapping anything, or xmas eve preparations...until Christmas morning, where he would rush downstairs and sit there and watch the kids open presents and pretend that he had participated.
He wouldn't know what was in the packages and would sit and complain that I didn't put "from dad" on enough of them when I wrote the tags. He'd lecture the kids about how spoiled they were because all he ever got for Christmas was a pair of socks. A lot of it was about the fact that he felt jealous of the things they got since he had a bad childhood. And I tried really hard to make a joke of it rather than to really let on about what a self-absorbed ahole their father was.
I remember one holiday where we had a christmas party that he, of course, didn't help with at all. With a houseful of guests, in the middle of the party, he went to bed because he was tired.
I used love the holiday as a kid...but my marriage holidays were horrible. I was truly a struggle to provide a normal holiday for my kids every year. I started saving my own money from my paychecks to buy their presents during the year...but even that didn't satisfy him since he thought we should do other things with the money.
Last year, Christmas was literally the last 2 weeks before I moved out from my 1 1/2 year in-home separation...so it was pretty hard managing it both financially and emotionally...but I was so glad to be moving out soon...it made it bearable.
I gave the ex every single Christmas decoration...I didn't want anything to remind me of what a nightmare he made my Christmas every year. I can't wait to buy all new ornaments and things on-sale this year after Christmas day. My kids and I have planned a shopping trip to the States to get new things together.
This year is the first Christmas in my new home and I can honestly say that I'm really, really having a great time. Its obviously financially tight but I'm loving it. I bought a new tree (with no decorations on it since I can buy them on sale after the holidays...lol) and I'm going to have the kids in my house with true peace and happiness this holiday. I made them photobooks this year and I truly can't wait for Christmas day.
I know that if you didn't want to get divorced, its a lot tougher to enjoy this time of year...so my sympathies. But it truly is a time to celebrate new traditions with your children and to enjoy the peace you have without having suffer through time with someone who isn't right for you.
My suggestions, make your own little xmas oasis. Put on some music, have a glass of wine or eggnog, and be around the people that you love and who love you back. Change up your normal routine and do something new with the kids this year to start a new tradition just for you. Going to the movies, or cooking something together on xmas eve, or sledding, or decorating, or playing games...whatever...something you guys didn't do before. Just have fun!
Best wishes for the holidays!!!
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Christmas season...is what you make it.
I find myself dreading this time of year each year, mostly because of tight finances, and also having to deal with uncooperative ex(s), around reasonable Christmas period time/antics, with the kids.
Do you alternate Chirstmas Eve, with your ex? I would assume and hope so. If so, just keep that in mind.
I never, ever have my D4 for Christmas eve, which is sad, because the ex would not budge on that at all. That bums me out each year, but... it kind of backfired on her, because I then get my D4 the rest of the Christmas period. So when I get a whole few days with her, over Christmas, I figure, 1 lost night, is not a big deal. It's more time to enjoy Christmas morning instead, with her. Santa still comes to my house for her. Fireweb has good suggestions, if the family is not close either. I'm in the same boat as you, in that regard. None of my family is local.
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Originally posted by dad2bandm View PostI never, ever have my D4 for Christmas eve, which is sad, because the ex would not budge on that at all. That bums me out each year, but... it kind of backfired on her, because I then get my D4 the rest of the Christmas period. So when I get a whole few days with her, over Christmas, I figure, 1 lost night, is not a big deal. It's more time to enjoy Christmas morning instead, with her. Santa still comes to my house for her. Fireweb has good suggestions, if the family is not close either. I'm in the same boat as you, in that regard. None of my family is local.
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Last Christmas was my first Christmas without any of my kids. We had our Christmas just the same as we would have, but on a day that wasn't the 25th. I treated the 24th-28th like it was just a regular 4 day stretch when the kids are with their dad.
I ended up playing super mario world all the way through, watching movies, eating my favorite foods (that the kids hate!) and just generally having a reclusive good time.
Just do whatever you enjoy, and know that you get a Christmas with the kids too, it's just not on the 25th this year.
It's really not bad at all!
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